Okay, give me one more shot to try to explain what I’m thinking. So people scum read based on what has happened in past games. I understand this, it should work, it does work. The problem, though, is that I work against it in a way. I play each game differently, but people still try to analyze patterns in my play. Of course there are patterns in how I play, it’s impossible to do something completely different every time after you’ve done it for dozens of times. But the problem is that I try to change up, so I guess I don’t think past game analysis works very well with me?
Then there’s another part where I don’t want to care how people read me and I sort of just want to do my own thing, but I can’t win that way. Playing like that will, at some point, end with my lynch. It’s pretty much inevitable. Even if I just become a default lynch because of it. I cannot survive until the end of the game if I don’t care how people read me.
But then another issue is that RR wagons always spring up in like 6 hours, so by the time I can defend myself there’s already a wagon on me, so we’ll always remember that time 4 townies were voting for RR on D1, and this is basically a death sentence closer to LyLo.
But you can’t defend yourself before a wagon springs up, that’s being too worried and is seen as scummy. So what can I do? I can’t get read accurately but people still try, and I have to worry about what people think about me, but I can’t worry about it before I get voted for, so by the time I defend myself I’ve gotten a target for a lynch put on me for the rest of the game. So I can’t do anything.