thanks for the love guys.
if i may have a chance to defend myself ... i was actually setting myself up to end on gardens. i will freely admit that it was likely not the best strategy, but i have an affinity for gardens and will try to work a garden strategy just about every time i see them. flipping through my game logs should reveal that.
anyway, i was looking to end the game on shanty town, gardens, and goons/estates, setting up my deck to clear the piles out in one pass through my deck. personally, i think i had a good chance if graystripe had played for colonies, as it would have given me more turns to finish out my plan. i was pinning him to 3 cards almost every turn and was hoping to get gardens to 5+. trouble was he adjusted his strategy and i couldnt adapt.
and of course, as i discussed with graystripe after the game, buying provinces was likely an erroneous panic move.