Hmm, don't think I lasted very long this time.
I realized anonymous online competition is just a bit stressful; usually that's outweighed by Dominion being fun, but right now with the nationwide wave of police brutality life in general is pretty stressful, and I just can't spare any energy for laddering.
Well, maybe I'll be back again at some point. The game's fun. Competition of any kind just isn't for me right now though.