Berlin RetrospectiveOne thing we've established is that I don't need chronological storytelling. Another is that there is a strict proportional relationship between online presence and offline presence. So when someone is very charismatic, or assertive, or talkative, or high-status, or aggressive online, you should definitely assume they're exactly the same way offline. Examples of people where they diverge are, well, none because I said they don't diverge. Pay attention.
Anyway we met at faust's place and played two games. The second one was much longer and super fun, even if it was a bit simple. Never played it before. I won.*
I also caught flea bites for the first time. (don't worry I'm pretty sure it was from going to the park again one day later.) From two fleas to be exact. I recorded their transcript for your convenience.
Flea #1: Look at this moron (he/she/them/thon) lying in the grass without protection. let's have a feast.
Flea #2: let's
Flea #1: onnomnomnomnomhmm yummy.
Flea #2: Omnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnom (etc)
I was planning to stay at the place I was staying for a while and meditate a lot, so no need to shower in the morning!
Flea #1: Omnomnomnomnomhey what's are we being recorded? by what?
Flea #2: judging by the soft noise signature of -90 decibel, it's probably a Leica Q3 Monochromnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnom
hours later it was found that the growing number of red spots were probably-
Flea #2: omnomnomnomnomwait we'll both be killed now? Maybe we didn't think this through
Flea #1: yeah now that you mention it hmm
Flea #2: but I don't want to be drowned nooo
Flea #1: omnomnom no it's okay omnomnom actually this moment of eating omnomnom right now is stuck in spacetime for all of meta-eternity omnomnom so actually we're not closer to the moment of death than any previous moment in our lives omnomnom in any fundamental omnomnom sense and because of open individualism we're not even closer to it omnomnomnom than anyone else so actually there's genuinely nothing to worry ab-woooshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
* faust and LaLight also won because it was a co-op game but let's not get lost in details
Another thing we talked about was how boring Slay the Spire is. This makes it a much worse game than something like chess which is great because you have a number assigned to your skill that can go up and down. And it's very important that it goes up. That makes it exciting. I will therefore continue to play online chess even after some time of reflection and did not cancel by membership immediately before the trip.

I also asked faust about the thing earlier in the thread. My theory was that you don't retroactively sweet-talk your memories, rather there is a causal connection. So when you intend to say something to a person who is about to leave, their intent to leave is actually picked up by you and triggers your intention to say something right then. faust agreed to this and there was definitely no social pressure whatsoever to be nice or something quickly, nor was it only conceding a possibility. So I think we've conclusively established that this is faust's academic opinion and you should all make fun of them if it turns out that it's wrong
Overall the trip was great but for different reasons than I had in mind initially.
Which incidentally is a theme in this Charlie Kaufman interview I've linked before. "Incidentally". You can see the irony because I just included quotation marks.
So in conclusion I think I've confirmed the Kaufman theory. It's very Kaufman-esque for the main character to figure it out at some point. Let's hope he doesn't get tired of me too quckly. Maybe I should do something entertaining. Wait am I the one deciding what to