I'm torn up because it literally came down to me and I made the wrong decision. I am the only one the town and Mafia can blame.
Hey, I screwed up too. Don't beat yourself up too much. First game and all. Nobody (except Awaclus, maybe! and it's easy for him to say, stuff looked obvious to him because he came from a position of perfect information) thinks you made a bad choice (even though it happened to be wrong) at the end there, as you said everybody in the speccy thought Awa was the SK. Only the mafia knew different (if they looked at the Mafia QT).
I'd disagree with both of you
One can certainly blame other people. Like, everyone who got mislynched plus everyone who has been on any mislynch can be blamed (if anyone was actually interested in blaming others, which no-one seems to be). But just because you made the final decision doesn't make it any more important than any previous decision in the game, in fact every mislynch is arguably about equally import.
As the 3d guy at LyLo, you already played well insofar as you haven't been lynched yourself - both others immediately assumed that you're town. If that hadn't been the case, then town would have had to pick the right guy out of 3 instead of 2.
I don't think it's quite fair to say that 'no-one thinks you made a bad choice' either, though, I think you probably did make one, although I haven't reread enough to be sure. And you did have more time left that you didn't use. But I'm not even sure if this particular lynch is more your or Awaclus' fault.
tl;dr much less black and white and a lot of gray.