idk fam
I feel like I’m letting the town down by not working harder to argue against my lynch.
At the same time, I get why everyone suspects me. I’d probably buy the case against me too.
I haven’t had as much time/energy for mafia lately and so I’ve been playing kind of lazy. My N1 targeting decision was, plain and simple, a result of having to make a quick decision and not having time to think it through/reread.
My default action, as a claimed PR who thinks himself likely to be NK’d, is to use my shot so it at least doesn’t go to waste. In this particular case, that default was wrong. But I didn’t take the time to logic that out. I was already feeling annoyed that I had played day 1 poorly enough to be outed and I had already written the game off for myself, so I just picked a target.
I have a complicated history with MiX. I tend to scum read him hardest when he turns out to be town and townread him the most when he’s scum. Based on that, I thought he was town. And I thought scum might target him because he’s an active, helpful player who can be hard to lynch. He wasn’t an obvious target, but the one thing scum doesn’t do with a claimed doctor in the town is choose an obvious target.
I’ve really botched the game, and if everyone is as convinced as they say that I’m scum then I guess it’s better I get out of the game before I’m an even bigger liability. But if you would like to lynch scum today, look elsewhere.
My top suspects: still Eevee and Joseph. Also, increasingly, faust. I just played a game with him as my scum partner. This thing he’s doing with me, where he sort of dances around defending me but still leaves himself lots of room to advocate my lynch, it fits the profile. Eevee is behaving similarly. I suspect scum is pushing my case but trying to look like they’re not too enthusiastic about it.
Vote: Eevee