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[ashersky]

I mean, I guess someone could be like "I really scumread Cayvie on D1, so sorry."

But then, you would be ignoring five full days of town!ash to lynch one day of scummy!cayvie, which seems like bad reasoning.  Plenty of players have one scummy day and are given the benefit of the doubt.

I think that's what I seem to have lost.  No one gives me the benefit of the doubt, ever.  Even in Hunger Games, very few players trusted me on faust.  Here, it's MiX who is preferred over me.

I like to think of myself as a Winger, but I guess the honest truth is I'm the Pierce Hawthorne of the group.  Or the Chang.

faust was town in hunger games.

My point is I was town in Hunger Games, and no one believed me/trusted me/gave me the benefit of the doubt.

[ashersky]

I feel like I should say something, or that I want to say something more, but I just don't know.  I'm just incredibly frustrated and hurt, and I don't even know why.  Like, I don't really know any of you, and the only remaining player aren't even the ones I've known for years I guess, so what should I care so much?  I guess I shouldn't, but I have always been competitive and always want to win.

Without specifically talking about other games, quitting playing will not affect my modding duties.

I meant everything I said, no lies.  I'm sorry I can't earn your trust, I'm sorry we can't win, and I don't want to win without it.  I prefer MiX just win to complete my utter embarrassment as a loser.

[Dylan32]

Oh screw it. Vote: MiX

[MiX]

You can say what you want ash, but you are wrong. I'm sorry, but you are. If you can't accept that you can be wrong, then how are we supposed to accept that you can be town?

Oh screw it. Vote: MiX

You do know that AtE is ash's specialty, right?

[MiX]

MiX is literally the only person who's vote I understand and accept, because his is linked directly to his alignment.  Just as his willful participation in the other mislynches while supposedly only focusing on me.

It's the votes from others, who are actively choosing MiX over me, that I am not comprehending.  I mean, some of you know MiX better, so would prefer him through familiarity, or convenience, or whatever, but those are not game-related reasons to make this decision.

If you limit your scope to this game, and made a reasoned decision, I don't think the majority of you would choose MiX over me as town.

When did I support the yuma lynch at all?

I feel like I should say something, or that I want to say something more, but I just don't know.  I'm just incredibly frustrated and hurt, and I don't even know why.  Like, I don't really know any of you, and the only remaining player aren't even the ones I've known for years I guess, so what should I care so much?  I guess I shouldn't, but I have always been competitive and always want to win.

Without specifically talking about other games, quitting playing will not affect my modding duties.

I meant everything I said, no lies.  I'm sorry I can't earn your trust, I'm sorry we can't win, and I don't want to win without it.  I prefer MiX just win to complete my utter embarrassment as a loser.

You love me, that's why. Either that or you love everyone else but me, one of the two. If you're town I won't win, I don't think. And if I'm lynched, we're definitely not winning since then you self-vote. You locked yourself into losing by assuming I'm scum and, well...that's the game. You have a bad read. so since you tunneled, you need to be lynched so town has a chance.

On the upside, you're probably scum! Which I kinda hope you are, but at the same time I'd love to see your reaction to me being VT.

[WestCoastDidds]

Vote: Ash

I think that is the hammer

[MiX]

Vote: ash

Should be, yeah

[WestCoastDidds]

I feel like I should say something, or that I want to say something more, but I just don't know.  I'm just incredibly frustrated and hurt, and I don't even know why.  Like, I don't really know any of you, and the only remaining player aren't even the ones I've known for years I guess, so what should I care so much?  I guess I shouldn't, but I have always been competitive and always want to win.

Without specifically talking about other games, quitting playing will not affect my modding duties.

I meant everything I said, no lies.  I'm sorry I can't earn your trust, I'm sorry we can't win, and I don't want to win without it.  I prefer MiX just win to complete my utter embarrassment as a loser.

Ash, I don’t know you at all but I hate that you are struggling. Even if this is a ploy, at least some of your anguish feels authentic. I feel like the context of this game can heighten particular insecurities in particular ways. I know that I get my feelings hurt far more often than I should, and sadly, I help us lose more times than I help us win. I haven’t been coming around nearly as long as you have, and I don’t know about your journey, but I know that you are revered and that people refer to your game play with uber-high levels of respect. So much respect that your reputation makes it hard to trust you. I can only image how hard it is to read that mistrust as respect, but really, it is. You are a player than people know and respect, and that is a badge that was hard earned over years of awesomeness.

I also know nothing about your situation, but if Japan is as locked down as the states are, life is weird and more detached than it used to be, so that might be doing a number on you. So, if you find yourself wanting more human interaction (Tobi notwithstanding!), we’ll be here and we look forward to playing with you.

Years ago I left an activity that I love because it wasn’t early very good for me. That decision was hard, but what was harder is that no one even seemed (to me anyway) to notice that I had gone. That won’t be the case here. You will be missed.

[A Drowned Kernel]

ashersky was lynched! He was a Mafia 1-shot Bulletproof!

Game over! Town wins!

Final Vote Count

ashersky (4): MiX, DatSwan, ashersky, WestCoastDidds
MiX (1): Dylan32

Not Voting (1): scolapasta

[A Drowned Kernel]

And that's game! Thanks for playing everyone, and thank you for subbing in and sticking it out, ash.

[WestCoastDidds]

Phew!!!

I am feeling way ore relief than celebration, but the celebration will come!

[faust]

Finally.

[WestCoastDidds]

Thank you, ADK! You are doing a great job at modding! We appreciate you.

[A Drowned Kernel]

Speccy
Mafia

[faust]

I feel for ash though. What a terrible situation to sub into.

[WestCoastDidds]

But the good news is that I am 100% authentically the Didds you know and have slowly, slowly come to appreciate. Who else would so predictably get you to throw up your hands and yell about quitting it with the oversharing?!

Double slowly hurts. Hurts because it's true.

But maybe slowly is more lasting, in which case we win!

[WestCoastDidds]

I just read the speech...LaLight has to eat a hat!

[WestCoastDidds]

I feel for ash though. What a terrible situation to sub into.

100% yes. If ash wasn’t Ash, this would have been over a week ago

[MiX]

I feel for ash though. What a terrible situation to sub into.

I agree.

[MiX]

I like how the only words I have for that flip are "I agree".

Well played, but if we ignore the ash ways of being scum...this was basically a perfect game! Good job town!

[A Drowned Kernel]

I like how the only words I have for that flip are "I agree".

Well played, but if we ignore the ash ways of being scum...this was basically a perfect game! Good job town!

I don't know if I would call any game where town no-lynched D1 perfect

[MiX]

I like how the only words I have for that flip are "I agree".

Well played, but if we ignore the ash ways of being scum...this was basically a perfect game! Good job town!

I don't know if I would call any game where town no-lynched D1 perfect

It quite literally let us catch another scum. I think that's acceptable if you want a perfect game.

[WestCoastDidds]

I like how the only words I have for that flip are "I agree".

Well played, but if we ignore the ash ways of being scum...this was basically a perfect game! Good job town!

I don't know if I would call any game where town no-lynched D1 perfect

Hard agree. It wasn’t strategic on our part.

[LaLight]

so why did you lynch me at all?

anyway, good job!

[MiX]

so why did you lynch me at all?

anyway, good job!

Fear. So much fear.

Eat the hat LL! I think there were 3 promises of hat-eating this game, and one of them came true.