For what it's worth:
The entire decision to kill Sudgy was my idea. We only had a brief period online together, and we chose Ash. But, I had serious misgivings, and posted them in the QT, but Jimm was unfortunately at work and unable to stop me. He was only able to post a brief message saying he would think about it, but was stuck at work too late to stop me. Entirely my fault for switching.
The reason moving off Ash:
I convinced myself that killing Ash didn't leave us in a good position. There would be an alive cop, who had the confirmed role of another player. I talked myself into believe that the only way killing Sudgy or UoS would be worse than that was if the cop was left alive and they investigated EFHW, unfortunately, that was what happened.
I didn't think EFHW was an option because I thought Ash would protect her. Who did you protect, Ash?
The reason I killed Sudgy, not UoS, wasn't because I thought Sudgy was any more likely to be the doctor. I thought that if Sudgy was the doctor, he would be investigating EFHW for certain. I wasn't sure who UoS would investigate. It could be EFHW, but I also could have seen him investigating myself, or Jimm, or Sudgy. So I killed Sudgy. Obviously the wrong choice, and sorry for making it Jimm. i panicked.
I think the 12 hour night is too short. We had a complex decision, with a lot to go over, and with Jimm being in Australia and me in America, not enough time online together to talk it through. We really could have killed anyone, and for each target, we had a different set of claims we would have to deal with. I think if we had more time, I wouldn't have fucked up, be we didn't, and I did.