so, I ran into some strange realisation.
I tried to play a Mafia game on a different site and understood the thing that is not so good. I can't play well while i don't know people i play with at all. And it's not about obvious reasons that i can't read them (of course i can't) but about something completely different.
First, I can't make any reads/longposts/voting explanations. My posts are short, without much insight and I try hard but just can't get into the game and see why a person have made things they've made. I look like complete lurker there. Yes, that can be explained by that this is my first game there and afterwwards it will be better, but I remember that my first game here was on that level only D1, then I was capable of doing good cases/reads.
Second, I don't have any fun for some reason! It feels hard to get into there and I don't think i will play any more games on that site but I literally don't see any reason for it. Yeah, people are a little ruder there and not so welcoming and stuff and stuff, but i feel like i am not playing but doing some hard not-so-clear job I'm not enough paid for and I can't understand why is that.
Obviously I love Mafia games here on f.ds cause i know metas of people, styles of games, there is not much offensive situations etc. but the real question is: why is this stopping me from playing in different circumstances?
Do you feel what i'm talking about? Have you tried different communities to play? What's the problem?